I am not going to lie… I am kind of nervous. Why you may ask, “Andreas, what do you have to be nervous about?” Well I’ll tell you dear fan; I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I am talking about a physical check up. But wait a second. I mean its not just any kind of physical checkup, my doctor that I have had for over a decade is now no longer my doctor. It’s discrimination I tell you. I am basically not allowed to go see my old doctor anymore because I can’t fit into the little kiddy chairs in the waiting room anymore. That’s right, I can’t fit in them and I am too OLD! Apparently since hes a pediatrician and specializes in little kids once you turn 18 you have to move on. I am not ready for that. Well he let it slide while I was 19, and that’s only because I begged him. But now I have no choice. I mean Doc referred me to a very esteemed colleague and all. But I am still worried. I’m nervous. Scared.

Will I trust this new guy? I mean he is going to poke and probe me and everyone knows theres the no-no area check. Am I ready for that? I dont know the guy. At least my old doctor has known me since I was little.  I am not sure what to think right now. I am sure you guys are all out there praying for me… Thanks for that. I guess we’ll just have to see what happens. Sometimes its hard carrying all this weight, I’m just lucky that I am so brave.

Ha Ha Ha Fuck that shit, Fuck that shit! I’m just playing, but I’ll let you know how it goes. One thing I am kind of worried about is that I didn’t necessarily fill out the questionarre with the utmost honesty. I mean I’m not about to tell them about my meth addiction.